Why workaholic me...

Now, according to some article, we humans have two major kinds of personality -- Type A and Type B. Referring to the article that I read "A and B Personality Types"(http://www.soulselfhelp.on.ca/AB.html)

I think I am more Type A than Type B. When I read on, I found the following which is the workaholic side of me is actually a self-destructive tendency.

Self-destructive tendancies:

over-working
gorging on high-fat foods
overuse of stimulants
low levels of exercise
high alcohol intake
smoking
no time for self care

works during vacations
over-plan vacation's activities
works in bed
inability to relax/be unproductive
fails to notice beauty/scenery/'smell the flowers'
over-schedule themselves
over-committed
guilt over relaxing
always works more than eight hours a day
sits on edge of chairs
make fists
clench jaws
taps fingers
jiggles legs
rapid blinks
never still 

Those highlighted in red are things that I do.

'Workaholic'

recreation only with friends from work
better communication at work than at home
organized hobbies
work as a substitute for intimate contacts
reading is all work related
work late more than peers do
when awakened thoughts go to work
live by deadlines and quotas
creates unnecessary deadlines

I think I really messed up my life with all the things mentioned above. I need a way out so that I live freely from bondage of my work.

Steps to freedom are fearful. I wonder if I would be able to continue...

Now I understand how the Israelite felt when they left Egypt for Canaan Land.

Am I going to obey and continue walking and trust that God will provide everything that I need? I will try my very best...