Migraine -> Meditation

Last week, I had a migraine attack again. I went to see doctor. He didn't ask whether I was sick when I step into the room. Instead, he kept talking to me. First, he asked, are you a diabetic. Yes, I am. What are the medications you are on? And I told him the name of my medicine. That started him off. He said, you know, doctors cannot help you. I was in a shocked. What?! He continued, they can only drug you and eventually cause kidney failure on you. I was drugged! I am a drug addict now... Oh no, how did I move into this situation?!

Then he said, the only thing that can help you is meditation. Huh?! I am so confused. Why is he telling me about meditation? I didn't ask what kinda meditation is that because to me, meditation is to think about God and His word everyday. God is amazing. When nothing works, he is creative in all ways. He used this doctor to talk to me. I can only think of Him when the doctor is yada yada - ing.

Finally, after around 5 minutes of lecturing, he asked, so what's wrong with you today? My sweat almost come out! Thank God, the migraine wasn't that terrible. If I had serious migraine, I wouldn't have been vomiting at his desk. After diagnosis and prescribing, he went on again, we doctors also cannot help you with the migraine. There is no cure to it. It is only through meditation and some of my patients who tried and was cured. You think about it (meditation) and see me if you would really like to do the meditation.

I left and I got His message for me.

The Lord said, ‘Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.’ in Jeremiah 33:3. This is like when you meet a friend on the street, and you are not able to talk for a long time but would really like to meet up again, you would say 'call me to meet up ya.' This time, He cannot keep quite. He knew I wouldn't do anything to help myself and He used this doctor to ask me to call to Him when I need help!

Isn't this amazing and wonderful!

I have no voice now and I really cannot call anyone to talk to but surely, God need not the physical phone. I can reach Him with my heart! He is the only one I can talk to now!