Before I start to study...

Before I start to study for my mid-term exams, I visited my msn space. I found that there's a friend who posted quite a number of comments but I didn't notice it until today. I finished reading the comments and was sparked to say something here.

I really would like to share CHRIST with others. To understand Christian is difficult but to understand CHRIST is easy because there is only one CHRIST and there are millions of Christians. hahaha....

Well, I watched a "The Miracle Box" which is a movie by famous Hong Kong artist Choi Siu Fen. I like the whole movie, the songs, the characters. At last I found out that it was a story about a doctor (Choi Siu Fen) who dedicated herself during the SARS decease in Hong Kong. She died after the incident. She also lost her husband from Leukimia(hope I'm not wrong in the spelling). The husband actually was the one who introduced the "box". Why is the box miracle? It was because the box has "magical power"...

Of course, no. The box does not possess any magical power but there is a Mighty God up above in the Heaven who does. The box was given to those who looks sad and has a lot of trouble in life. All the troubles just let it out and put it in the box and The Heavenly God Father will help you to take care of it. As Choi Siu Fen also testify in her own words that God is the provider in her life.

I was so touched. I was touched by God immediately. I know He Loves me all the time no matter I'm good or bad, happy or sad. I just wanna say sorry to my Father that I let Him down often by drawing myself away from Him. How I hope I can always consciously felt His Touch on me.

Blessing everyday but I did not manage to collect them. My Heavenly Father always take care of me but I still complain that life is not good enough. Thousands of raindrops fell like blessing of the Father giving me the new breath, new life, new vision to live my life.

However, I was thinking why am I here on Earth? Why am I here for? What is my purpose in life? Why do I need to study hard and work hard and still thinks that I do not have enough in life? Why do I need to control my diet to make sure I'm healthy?(This I know la... cos our body is God's house, so have to take care).

So many questions... I'm been through quite a lot of emotional breakdown until I think I do not have the courage to share my love with others anymore. I started to pretend... Only in front of certain friends I'm the real me... I would be able to express... Even my some what good friend has becoming a stranger to me... I started to become quick temper... I'm going to lose my love ones...

I need God. I need His Love, pouring down to once again fill me up. My Jesus, I need you. Now and now!
I would question why I can't feel His Existence but I still know He exists everywhere anytime. So I'm somehow blocked...

Argh~~~~~ I wanna shout all my burdens to Him, like the box, He will take care of all my business for me.
Actually He blessed me throughout my studies. I've got such a good result due to His Love. He promised to give me good life if I obey Him. He protected me from the day I repented. He took care of me until now and I know He will continue to "sayang" me until the end of my life even til eternity.

So before I start my study, I will pray. I will ask God to help me, which this is always going to help me to calm myself and start with a clear mind to study better and more efficient. God is no bluff, He will take care of all the business because He is God.

So tell you problem, "Hey problem, I have a BIG GOD here!" hehe... I do not fear problems because I have Faith -- it makes me sure of what I hope for and gives me PROOF of what I cannot See.

End of my sharing. Back to study~

《再见萤火虫》

"哥，再见。"

最后一句再见~
最后一次睁开眼~
最后一口气~
最后一块西瓜~
最后一次痛苦~
最后一眼看世界~
最后一次发光~

最后的最后，哥哥和她相见，带领着她，保护着她，让她依偎着睡着了……

"No See No Split"?

A group of us went out yesterday night to celebrate Hui Li's birthday...

What has it to do with "See and Split"? haha... actually we went to a restaurant named "不见不散" that's why lo...

Well, actually we see and then split lo... that's why:
Applied Expert System Rule System:
Rule: "No See No Split"
Fired Rule: Since we know that "No See No Split" is true then we can conclude that "See and Split" is true
akaka...

Want more? The restaurant is named "Shall We Meet" in english...
So apply the rule again, "We Shall Not Meet To Avoid Split"... hohoho...

Many a times we meet some where, forget about our burdens, we chat for the whole day BUT at the end of the day, we still split due to our responsibilities. So my friend, appreciate what is in front of you. Time flees, we grow old and die. The time we have together is only from the day we meet until death split us apart. How I hope we can have a lifetime to be friends.

~Friends Forever~

The only way to be forever is to believe there is forever. I believe, because Christians do believe eternity life. But whether we can be together in Heaven is still a question because not all my friends believe what I believe.

Nonetheless, I will continue to value the time we have together. If they do one day have faith in what I believe then we will meet again in Heaven despite the hardships on earth.

\(^_^)/ Love all of you~ Take care.

《第一次》 光良

快一个星期了~


第一次，连续两天赶报告，忙碌让我喘不过气。第一次，发现报告超难写，因为手上没资料、头脑一片空白。
第一次，有人说我的部落格太多字，可是是心情无法一语道破。
第一次，以上的朋友开始部落格。很精简，很多人会喜欢，我也阅读。
第一次，因为考试考不好很想哭。
第一次，因为考得太糟心情不好。
第一次，早睡却无法早起，因为太累了~
第一次，离开我的心这么久，所以才没写部落格。
第一次，雯毕业后从槟城来PJ，放下课业去会面。
第一次，有很强烈的欲望却勇敢地打消它。
第一次，宿舍要办免费的世界杯庆典，发出了印有姓名的请柬。
第一次，求弟弟帮我打印文件。
第一次，不回家。
第一次，去琳的家过夜。
第一次，想去图书馆。
第一次，想陪飞去漫画馆。
第一次，朋友有难却无能。
第一次，什么都在我控制范围以外。
第一次，整夜抱着吉他，弹弹唱唱不嫌累。
第一次，拼命下载歌曲。（居然有150首之多）
第一次，发现自己没了爱情的感觉。
第一次，只想身边的人都是朋友。
第一次，看到以前会让我心动的人而无法悸动。
第一次，在别人家过夜好像盗贼一样不放心。

一个星期，一堆的第一次。

我想，部落格是感情的橱窗，为自己透气的窗口，这也是我为什么花很多时间看别人写的东西，就为了了解他们，有些东西三言两语不可能说得完。

想你，想从前，想看电影，想打球，想游泳，想想~

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