My company decided to visit Hong Kong for our company trip this year. I was happy to know that I can visit my friend in Hong Kong, which I've only got in touch with recently.
So, I send her a message in friendster saying that I'll be meeting her. She told me she might come to Malaysia during my trip. I told her I'd really wanna meet her there. On her second reply, she said, "When your schedule is fixed then only tell her, alright?" I felt I'm so selfish and childish.
Who am I to decide she has to meet me at that time? I'm just trying to force her to stay back and wait for me? I just want it the way I want it. How immature this is!
I have also realised that I never grow up after secondary school. During my schooling years, I'm so good, so considerate, so able to lead people but now, I'm just so childish.
Being child-like is what people admire, not childish.
Thank God for revealing this fact to me -- I haven't been behaving maturely.