Trust . Believe . Faith

I had a brand new idea about trust. I recall when I was younger, I had a diary. I keep it secretly and wrote all my feelings in it. Some I'd share with other but some I wanted to keep it just to myself. One day, I found out that my mother was reading my diary, I lost trust and I kept the diary away, never a word is being written into it anymore...

So, I have learned that one cannot be trusted if one has too many secrets. My mother didn't trust me because I didn't tell her about myself. When she cares and she doesn't understand, of course she finds her way to understand her daughter. So, now I learn to inform my mother before I carry out a decision, discuss with her my point of view and we all learn how to praise each other in the process. Later, we built trust. Now, I think I'm ok with trust.

Trust I think is the fundamental of Believe and Faith. If you believe, you trust. If you have Faith, you believe and trust.

I may have believe in things but I have no faith. I have no faith.

I wonder how to train faith... so that I can become strong.. may be I shouldn't become strong but have faith will do...

Loyalty.

I thought I've been loyal to everyone and everything but didn't know that I'm therefore not loyal to myself. I've been trying to please too many and I'm not pleasing myself. Things doesn't change, but I did. I have so many things to tell yet so few to write.

I started to realise that the loyalty that I understand is now what it is... then I started to self-conflicting within my brain. They couldn't understand each other. You know, when we are thinking, our brain actually short circuit.

I'm in the middle of my work but I'm here blogging to please myself, not loyal to company but is to myself. However, I'm not loyal to my company for not being at work during working hours.

So, may be too many thoughts I put it together. I will one day try to clean up my brain closet.

Three Bullets [Quote]

THREE BULLETS

There once was a man who had nothing for his family to eat. He had an old rifle and three bullets. So, he decided that he would go out hunting and kill some wild game for dinner.

As he went down the road, he saw a rabbit. He shot at the rabbit and missed it. The rabbit ran away.

Then he saw a squirrel and fired a shot at the squirrel and missed it.

The squirrel disappeared into a hole in a cottonwood tree. As he went further, he saw a large wild 'Tom' turkey in the tree, but he had only one bullet remaining.

A voice spoke to him and said, 'Pray first, aim high and stay focused.'

However, at the same time, he saw a deer which was a better kill. He brought the gun down and aimed at the deer. But, then he saw a rattlesnake between his legs about to bite him, so he naturally brought the gun down further to shoot the rattlesnake.

Still, the voice said again to him, 'I said 'Pray, Aim high and Stay focused.'

So, the man decided to listen to God's voice. He prayed, then aimed the gun high up in the tree and shot the wild turkey. The bullet bounced off the turkey and killed the deer. The handle fell off the gun and hit the snake in the head and killed it.

And, when the gun had gone off, it knocked him into a pond. When he stood up to look around, he had fish in all his pockets, a dead deer and a turkey to eat for his family.

The snake (Satan) was dead simply because the man listened to God.

Moral of the story:

Pray first before you do anything, Aim and shoot high in your goals, and stay focused on God. Never let others discourage you concerning your past. The past is exactly that. 'the past.'

Live every day one day at a time and remember that only God knows our future and that He will not put you through any more than you can bear. Do not look to man for your blessings,

but look to the doors that only.

He has prepared in advance for you in your favor.

Wait, be still and patient: keep God first and everything else will follow.

The Fall of Man

Now I have a few questions:
1) God didn't officially tell Eve about the forbidden tree/fruit; who told her? Who is in this case, responsible to tell her?
Is it Adam?
My opinion is that, Adam is responsible to tell Eve, just like a Christian is responsible to share the Good News/Gospel to others in order for them to do the "RIGHT" thing.

2) Why did the Serpent only approach Eve? Why not Adam?
When I was writing this question, I thought I sounded like, "Hey God, why me?" didn't I?

These questions are interesting because, I don't know the answer and they some how linked together.
First, if Adam didn't tell Eve, Eve will be ignorant to the sin and will have sin.
Second, if Adam did tell Eve as God told him, Eve has no excuse but to make the right decision of not eating the fruit.
Three, if Adam had told Eve not exactly as God told him, Eve might misunderstood and eat the fruit and blame Adam. However, in this scenario, Eve blamed the Serpent. So, does it mean that Adam told Eve clearly and Eve actually knew what to do but still fail to persevere?

Well, if you would, please drop me a comment. Thanks.