I've been ill quite frequently. Both physically and emotionally. I have a wonderful and amazing housemate who takes care of me by cooking meals for me and pray with and for me.
She fell sick today. I am concerned but I don't know what to do and how to help her. I tried to give her some suggestions, cook something, pack some of her favourite food. I tried to be a good housemate. But...
Am I good enough? -- I'm so insecure. I feel that one day I will be unfriended because I'm not living up to her standard.
-- This is a serious matter. The insecurity is burning me inside.
My distorted view of the whole situation... Am I sick?
Being taken care of is a pretty addictive feeling. Remain sick then, am I?
My brain is sick. Unable to think correctly.
