Wednesday, October 18, 2017

郁闷

如果郁闷可以当食物,我应该撑死了。

郁闷

释义:

是一种情感层面表现状况。

它是特别憋屈的感觉,特别闹心, 但又感到无可奈何不知如何是好,还没办法发泄的内心感受, 特别茫然纠结的一种状态。

好贴切的形容词。

我的心里的压力锅又泛滥了。

渲泄不出来的是一种我明白你不能,那我来咯;可是我也该有自己的生活。为什么我要为了那些"不关我的事"而烦心?别人的工作应该他们自己负责,我又为何过分在乎?是的,他住很远,父亲身体不好;而他有孩子,放工还得照顾孩子;我,家人安康,家离办公室又近,所以我就应该。但是我不想。

啊~~~~~~~

写了一堆还是没有舒缓的感觉。。。迫切

Wednesday, October 04, 2017

情绪激动的一天

没想到,几个月前我自己已经在部落格中发表了这篇私の日記: 异象 vs 放肆,到今天这地方还是一样。



我不知道我很用力的帮助公司挽回面子,帮别人擦屁股,搞到自己压力大、便秘,是为了什么。我真的不知道自己干嘛这么努力。而那个该负责的人却不了了之。



他是因为压力大而不能把工作做好,还是公司没有一个很好的系统帮助他,还是他自己的工作系统出了问题,还是……?我不明白。也许完美在他的字典里缺席了。



我不是要诉苦,可是我苦不堪言。我身不由己。我啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~~~~~~~~



还要想办法控制自己的情绪,身体疲累,工作还是做不完…… T_T

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