What's wrong with me?

I'm not sure what's wrong with me recently.

Got a little bit depress, a little bit of distract, a little bit of not knowing what is right and what is wrong.

Not knowing why am I still alive and living like a trash!!!

 

I pissed people, I hurt people and I damage people.

There is one thing I don't do is to love people.

 

I have lost my love sight.

 

I lost my sense of love. I'm upset.

 

the big word I wanna shout is~~
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

 

Now I think the same old question is still pondering:"What's wrong with me?"

 

What should I say to make people feel better? What should I say to myself(people) to make me(others) feel better?

 

Am I not human? Don't crush me with the trash. I deserve a human treatment.

 

Sorry if I pissed you off reading this stupid passage. I'm not going to make any good here. I'm even pissed off with myself!!!

 

Is this a sign of depression or I'm just too stressed out?