coquettish

Some use this word to describe an action like a spoiled child from a woman to a man...

Today, I had this feeling again. I was thinking why can't I be coquettish to anyone who loves me like my mom, my dad, my siblings or just any close friend. I just can't. Then, there is this picture in my mind. There is one person, a very special person. In front of that person, I can become a kitty or at least I can learn to become one... That's the only person that comes into my mind. No one else.