Wednesday, August 24, 2011

3 months

不知不觉过了3个月。
我说我是不是后知后觉才写了上面那句话？

如果可以，我想要暂时离开一切。关心我的人让我感到无限压力，因为我总是想着怎么满足别人的关心。搞到自己很累，别人也很累。

我……到底想要什么？
我……看到自己的结局了吗？
我……希望在未来的一天里达到什么？
我……我……

唉，我既不为别人而活也不知如何为自己活。
早该在10年前就开始想怎么样爱自己就不会这么漫无目的的了。。。

我很不错嘛？怎么我总觉得不够好？怎么做都不够好，还是放弃了。

前途茫茫
我……我……

怎么还是没有一点进步的说？
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