Trust . Believe . Faith

I had a brand new idea about trust. I recall when I was younger, I had a diary. I keep it secretly and wrote all my feelings in it. Some I'd share with other but some I wanted to keep it just to myself. One day, I found out that my mother was reading my diary, I lost trust and I kept the diary away, never a word is being written into it anymore...

So, I have learned that one cannot be trusted if one has too many secrets. My mother didn't trust me because I didn't tell her about myself. When she cares and she doesn't understand, of course she finds her way to understand her daughter. So, now I learn to inform my mother before I carry out a decision, discuss with her my point of view and we all learn how to praise each other in the process. Later, we built trust. Now, I think I'm ok with trust.

Trust I think is the fundamental of Believe and Faith. If you believe, you trust. If you have Faith, you believe and trust.

I may have believe in things but I have no faith. I have no faith.

I wonder how to train faith... so that I can become strong.. may be I shouldn't become strong but have faith will do...

Loyalty.

I thought I've been loyal to everyone and everything but didn't know that I'm therefore not loyal to myself. I've been trying to please too many and I'm not pleasing myself. Things doesn't change, but I did. I have so many things to tell yet so few to write.

I started to realise that the loyalty that I understand is now what it is... then I started to self-conflicting within my brain. They couldn't understand each other. You know, when we are thinking, our brain actually short circuit.

I'm in the middle of my work but I'm here blogging to please myself, not loyal to company but is to myself. However, I'm not loyal to my company for not being at work during working hours.

So, may be too many thoughts I put it together. I will one day try to clean up my brain closet.

Three Bullets [Quote]

THREE BULLETS

There once was a man who had nothing for his family to eat. He had an old rifle and three bullets. So, he decided that he would go out hunting and kill some wild game for dinner.

As he went down the road, he saw a rabbit. He shot at the rabbit and missed it. The rabbit ran away.

Then he saw a squirrel and fired a shot at the squirrel and missed it.

The squirrel disappeared into a hole in a cottonwood tree. As he went further, he saw a large wild 'Tom' turkey in the tree, but he had only one bullet remaining.

A voice spoke to him and said, 'Pray first, aim high and stay focused.'

However, at the same time, he saw a deer which was a better kill. He brought the gun down and aimed at the deer. But, then he saw a rattlesnake between his legs about to bite him, so he naturally brought the gun down further to shoot the rattlesnake.

Still, the voice said again to him, 'I said 'Pray, Aim high and Stay focused.'

So, the man decided to listen to God's voice. He prayed, then aimed the gun high up in the tree and shot the wild turkey. The bullet bounced off the turkey and killed the deer. The handle fell off the gun and hit the snake in the head and killed it.

And, when the gun had gone off, it knocked him into a pond. When he stood up to look around, he had fish in all his pockets, a dead deer and a turkey to eat for his family.

The snake (Satan) was dead simply because the man listened to God.

Moral of the story:

Pray first before you do anything, Aim and shoot high in your goals, and stay focused on God. Never let others discourage you concerning your past. The past is exactly that. 'the past.'

Live every day one day at a time and remember that only God knows our future and that He will not put you through any more than you can bear. Do not look to man for your blessings,

but look to the doors that only.

He has prepared in advance for you in your favor.

Wait, be still and patient: keep God first and everything else will follow.

The Fall of Man

Now I have a few questions:
1) God didn't officially tell Eve about the forbidden tree/fruit; who told her? Who is in this case, responsible to tell her?
Is it Adam?
My opinion is that, Adam is responsible to tell Eve, just like a Christian is responsible to share the Good News/Gospel to others in order for them to do the "RIGHT" thing.

2) Why did the Serpent only approach Eve? Why not Adam?
When I was writing this question, I thought I sounded like, "Hey God, why me?" didn't I?

These questions are interesting because, I don't know the answer and they some how linked together.
First, if Adam didn't tell Eve, Eve will be ignorant to the sin and will have sin.
Second, if Adam did tell Eve as God told him, Eve has no excuse but to make the right decision of not eating the fruit.
Three, if Adam had told Eve not exactly as God told him, Eve might misunderstood and eat the fruit and blame Adam. However, in this scenario, Eve blamed the Serpent. So, does it mean that Adam told Eve clearly and Eve actually knew what to do but still fail to persevere?

Well, if you would, please drop me a comment. Thanks.

what is your strength?

One day, I was preparing for next day's interview and wonder how people answer when the interviewer ask what is their strength. So I googled "what is my strength" and found this:

The Lord is my strength

I was Amazed by this powerful statement. This is far better than getting any other results!

Sometimes people ask me why do I believe in God, there you see, this is how my God, my Lord amazed me and He is my strength. I shall fear not for the Lord my God is my strength and I went for the interview confidently.

Fear not of anyone or anything for the the Lord your God is your strength. I will remember this forever because He is and will ever be.

Having a hard time to wake up in the morning?

Try to get this The butler alarm clock that says, “I’m so sorry to disturb you but it appears to be morning. Very
inconvenient, I agree . . . I believe it is the rotation of the earth
that is to blame.”

Muahahaha... you will never be late.

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Biometric Credit Card Security

Japanese look at fingers as credit cards

This is terrible. I'm foreseeing the new crime: finger cutting...

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God can make a bad day into a better one...

As I browse through blogs in blogger... I found this...
laughter gets me through the day.

Her profile: http://www.blogger.com/profile/09290147899103632963

I don't know if God does have anything to do with my life but definitely I believe, He turns my dull and distress day into a better day.

My brain was wandering the whole day... I was some how waiting for some phone calls don't know from who... Even if I switch it off, I'll keep my eye on it. Sounds foolish huh.

Well, that blog obviously gave me something:

i'm learning that as long as you know who you are and do what makes you happy, everything eventually will fall into place. proverbs 3:5-6.

yes the truth hurts, but don't you know a lie can break your heart?

and

Even the best
fall down sometimes.
Even the wrong word
sseem to rhyme.
Out of the
doubt that fills
my mind, I
somehow find you
and I collide.

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Unfair is fair

How unfair is this world? we said. But this is called fair.

We often think that we deserve better which is unfair but we thought it is fair.

We often get a better opportunity and missed it. It is unfair but it is fair because we are not prepared.

We always think that other people should treat us fair but this is unfair because they can treat you as fair as THEY think so.

So, is it fair or unfair?

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Joke of the Day from AskMen.com

Court Docket
A lady about eight months pregnant got on a bus. She noticed the man opposite her was smiling at her. So she immediately moved to another seat.

This time the smile turned to a grin, so she moved again. The man seemed even more amused. When, on the fourth move, the man burst out laughing, she complained to the driver and he had the man arrested.

The case came up in court. The judge asked the man (about 20 years old) what he had to say for himself. The man replied, "Well your Honor, it was like this... When the lady got on the bus, I couldn't help but notice her condition. She sat under a sign that said, 'The Double Mint Twins are coming,' and I grinned. Then she moved and sat under a sign that said, 'Slogan's Liniment will reduce the swelling,' and I had to smile. Then she placed herself under a sign that said, 'William's Big Stick Did the Trick,' and I could hardly contain myself. But your Honor, when she moved the fourth time and sat under a sign that said, 'Goodyear Rubber could have prevented this Accident,' I just lost it."

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Is your computer effective?

Optimize your computer for peak performance

See this article by Microsoft to safe your computer from breakdowns.

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"Happy Birthday to You" is Copyrighted!!!

Discovery MythBusters

Ever wondered why some restaurants make up their own silly birthday songs for their staff to sing to patrons? It's so they don't have to pay royalties. Every time you celebrate someone's birthday at a restaurant or other public place, you are technically committing copyright infringement by singing "Happy Birthday to You" to the birthday girl or boy.



The tune was written by sisters Mildred and Patty Hill in 1893, and copyrighted in 1934 by their sister Jessica. Although the original copyright would have expired in 1991, two intervening acts of Congress have extended it through at least 2030. The song earns about $2 million per year in royalties — and would probably make a lot more if The American Society of Composers, Authors and Publishers (ASCAP) had a representative enforcing the copyright at restaurants.

Believe it or not when you sing this song to your friend, you are infringing the copyright.



On top of that, you are against the law every time you sing it in the original tune and lyrics.



So, you've sinned many many times ignorantly. Now can you say you never sin? Oh, definitely "NO"



hahahaha...

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Nokia N95 vs iPhone

"The better product doesn’t always win in the marketplace unfortunately."

A quote from this article: The better iPhone: Nokia N95?



What do you think? N95? iPhone?



Obviously N95 is more functional but iPhone is more "COOL" and cool is the key to most of the people who buys~



You say?

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Movie - Sad story

As technology advances, people are getting more and more shallow. More and more Gay Movies are coming out with new stars acting in the film. What's wrong with the world?



Yes, Gay are human, we are not suppose to reject them but nor they are suppose to be encouraged to do what so ever is deemed sinful nature.



I can only sigh, "God, please save them as their sinful nature blinded them."



Feeling sad for the people...



"Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me. I once was lost but now am found, was blind but now I see." ~ Lyrics from Amazing Grace

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Movie - "The Reaping"

Does it ring you on anything by looking at the title?



At first I thought, 'Oh boy, another Horror movie?'. I had a second thought after seeing the synopsis. I thought it is pretty much of a some sort of "Christian" portray movie. Well, I decided to go for the trailer on the official website. I hope to review the movie to see if it is truly about Christian faith or it is just another "Da Vinci Code" that twisted God.



For I think if gossiping about people is wrong and bad, what about talking bad about God who is our creator and ever Holy and Truth.



If you think seeing is believing, you can really see God. How? Build a relationship with Him. It is just like you and another person will never meet unless you are at the same place for someday. So, no harm trying isn't it?



"For God so loved the world that He gave His one and Only Begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal live" ~ Holy Bible John 3:16



You'll never forget your experience with God~~~

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Free time...

Had been a long time since I last visited a blog which I will always do to sort of be updated about someone.



I've long lost the feeling of getting back to the blog and feel the life of another person at the other side of the world. I'm here, living my life out of it.



So even if I'm getting some time for myself, I wouldn't visit it. Even if I'm damn bored, I'm not going there. It makes me feel disgusting visiting. I don't know, I just don't feel quite right.



Gals are hard to understand, even myself, I find it quite difficult to comprehend. Do you get me?

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Life

Life's about money? Is that so?



Life's about love? Love just ain't enough to survive... rounds back to money...



Life's about faith? Faith doesn't earn you a cent... rounds back to basic...



Life's about war? War is just cruel to make you sick... no money no gun...



Life's about what?

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Keep your head

You know, I SMSed a friend two nights ago, and it came out failed after 24 hours. I don't know what to do now.



I was downloading this Mac OS X86 for a friend, and of course I'm likely to play with this piece of new discovery myself but when I started to think, I'm just so geek - not enough time to find out new things about computer technology and I'll even get aroused when I see the downloading speed is up and I'm nearer to the success of getting what I want in my own thoughts.



I just need to keep my head down so that I don't do stupid things again. But I'm not sure how. I'm not sure how to make things right. Is there any manual or something about life that I can follow step by step? I don't see how am I suppose to live without money, without water, without food. And foremost, what is all these for? What is all these about?



Sometimes when some friends questioned me when I said, 'accordingly, this is right', what are you based on to say it is right? It is so hard for me to say it's the Bible that I believe in. So how true is this Bible, they'll asked. What do you think I should say? Or should I just keep my head and smile back with not a word?



It's difficult for me to find any common ground especially in terms of trend of thoughts with someone who has a different religion (I'd use this word) as me. They think different from me. If I were to lower my ground to reach them, I fear if I'd be dragged along into the darkness of life. I don't wanna get someone who is so good and nice before we get so close and then only found out that we're not for each other and break up. This had happened before and it hurts so much that I couldn't say I'm ok now. I'm not. So, I wonder very much.



May be someday, the Bible will show me the right way to go upon with life, with my currently rotting life...

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Reward vs Bribe

Subject: Police gets RM100 reward if you bribe them.



The Police are smart, we must be smarter, spread this news around so that we don't get arrested for trying to bribe.





This is just a gimmick by police...they will tahan u...then ask to pay bribe RM30...then when u giv they will catch u for bribing them...after tht they get RM 100...see how business are done...



Newspapers a few days ago. They are raising rewards to police to RM100 for reporting bribes made to them. So if u think u can get away with a bribe of RM50 for a traffic offence, better think again.



Cash reward for cops who arrest anyone trying to bribe them KUALA LUMPUR: A cash reward of up to RM100 and a letter of commendation will be given to police personnel who arrest anyone who attempts to bribe them.



Acting Inspector-General of Police Datuk Musa Hassan said the reward would be for Traffic, Criminal Investigations Department and Narcotics Department police personnel. He added that the reward was to spur policemen to uphold the integrity of the force. "The reward offer is also to let our men know that we appreciate them for their honesty and loyalty. "We also hope to inculcate in our men that accepting bribes is a very serious offence and does not pay," he added. In Kuantan, Pahang police chief Datuk Ramli Yusuff said the cash reward would be double the bribe offered and up to a maximum of RM100. Ramli told Bernama that the reward would be paid after the person who offered the bribe had been charged and the case concluded in the courts. "I will personally hand over the reward to the police personnel concerned," he said, adding that the incentive would be paid from the Pahang Police Fund. Earlier, at the monthly parade held at state police headquarters, Ramli said L/Kpl B! akri Pandak Ahmad of the Kuantan traffic police was rewarded with RM100 last month for arresting a man who had offered him a RM50 bribe.

aren't they making themselves look like monkey or clown? Making fun of themselves in front of public! This is awful.



Since young we were taught to maintain our dignity. We were taught that studying is for own good and gifts are just an incentives of your hard work and should never be misunderstood that study is to get the reward. So by putting this as the foundation, isn't the police forces working the other way round? Making police force take no bribes for the reward?



What is happening? Let me point out what's wrong with the quote above. Although it is taken from a forward mail but I think if this is in fact the real case, our society has better look into the root of the problem and not just temporary cover the surface.



First, Reward = Appreciation (Honesty and Loyalty). Does honesty and loyalty count with money? Where is the dignity in police? The root problem of this is the unequipped serving heart.



Second, Bride = does NOT pay (either way they are getting the cash payment). So accepting bribe is getting money, reporting bribe gets the same as well. What if people are willing to pay higher bribes? Does that sounds to you that the police can ask for higher bribes? So does the rewarding system actually works because they have to wait until case close while bribery has immediate pay...



Well, I do not see the gist of implementing such reward system. One thing I want to say is the education system of Malaysia. If we train the next generation well and we ourselves are man of word, we do not need to worry about wrong doings happening. However, if we accept bribes ourselves, then there is no point saying other people are doing wrong. Just the same as queuing. If the father doesn't queue up, the son will not even if the father insist he does so. See, the truth lies beneath. It is the father who does and the son follows. Not the other way round.



I'd like to use one sentence to conclude my thoughts. The son sees what the father is doing and follow. Remember, the younger generation will follow your foot steps. If you want them to be good, change yourself first.

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God will not answer me...

I haven't been very good spiritually. I haven't worship Him.



Only when comes to trouble times, I turn to Him.



I said He is my God but I did not worship Him as He deserve.



He will not answer me for my needs because I disrespected Him.



I deserve nothing but He Loves me.



My heart is a stronghold of the evil one, my heart does not worship.



I'm condemn for what I did.



I'm sorry for the things I made.



Father, may you bless me with a soft heart.



To worship you wholeheartedly, to seek you wisely.



I want to be but I was in bondage.



Break me free, so that I hear you...

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